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Ever The Optimist

by Idle Gene

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1.
So you got all dolled up for the party Saying "I didn't want to go but they made me!" You feel like you've done nothing with your life And you don't want to advertise that You walk in She's there with her nametag on As beautiful as ever even thirty years on She smiles as she says "You Got Old!" She still knows how to cut you where you live And there he is at the end of the bar The boy who used to worship you from afar Though you never gave him the time of day If you spoke to him now what would he say? Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? When he's home alone at night do you ever cross his mind? Does he still hold a candle for you? And Over there is Marcus, your first schoolgirl crush Back then he seemed cool, aloof and dangerous You used to dream of seeing him undressed Now he's older and rounder and receding at best But his confidence is still intact And his grin when he sees you shows the unpleasant fact That he was the first of all your bad choices Sleaze before you knew what sleaze was Still there he is in his dark blue suit The boy Sue told you had a crush on you You laughed it off casually But what kind of man has he grown up to be? Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? When he's home alone at night do you ever cross his mind? Does he still hold a candle for you? A little while later while talking to Sue He stands up from the bar and looks straight at you You panic inside but give nothing away As he says Does he still hold a candle for you? Does he ever think about what you're up to? And you wonder "Should he have been the one? If he had been the one Would we be happy?"
2.
I was born I was bored I watched the skies goes grey I was born I had fun I saw the party decay I am good I am kind I am not worth talking to I have tried I have failed There is nothing in this world that's new How obscene is boredom? I just want to contribute a verse I am sound I am fury I signify nothing I am fire I'm a candle I burn the hands that are reaching I'm a waste I am scum I'm a fortunate son Just fooling I keep telling myself that I am not scared of Nothing How obscene is boredom? I just want to contribute a verse Everything is beautiful Everything is terrible Everything is going to be just fine The beginning is always today Everything is beautiful Everything is terrible Everything has been figured out Except how to live
3.
The Optimist 07:00
I can tell that you don't like it when there's trouble I always see you turn your head You try to see the good so hard it's almost stubborn So I'll never buy what they have said We used to do everything but you never thought less of us Such a cliched character trait Always looking on the bright side of everything Always such an Optimist Close your eyes and hope everything's okay You just close your eyes and hope for the best This whole town knew you and this whole town loved you A smile when we would see your face This whole town has been rocked by the news of you Could we have missed something? We could have done anything but you'd never think less of us We were so sure of this You always looked on the bright side of everything Ever The Optimist Close your eyes and hope everything's okay You just close your eyes and hope for the best And there's nothing you can say that'll make us change Our minds already made There's not a chance, you see, not a chance I don't care which way your investigation sways My mind's already made There's not a chance, you hear, not a chance
4.
I'm not going back This room fades to back I cannot face that So I'm not going back I know now what i should have said Back up the stairs I know you are there Back down this path Is backwards I'm not going back Not this time

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My second solo EP, in which i get better at writing and producing than last time and sing about those existential thoughts you have at three in the morning because you can't sleep due to the world being literally on fire as well as figuratively.
Thoughts like:
Would my life be better if I'd dated him?
Is the world a better place with me in it and am I a good person?
Is there anything I could have done to help?
&
Will I always be lonely, should I go back?

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released October 9, 2020

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Idle Gene Wirral, UK

Gigantic Idiot from the Wirral making music.

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