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One Not Out

by Idle Gene

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1.
Lights out, Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda, Not stepped up and ran when I could have Maybe then I could've been Spared from seeing Arrowe Park again I'll run twice as fast Next time I see a Passat And so it galls me that I see you here today One, not out Walk away I never thought I'd see you here today So run Now that you have seen him Don't want a repeat of what he did again There are still the scars And reservoirs of traumatic feelings But no, not this time A well of anger in my mind I won't be frightened now I've seen you here today One, not out Walk away I never thought I'd see you here today I'm not afraid this time Got all of my friends behind I can see that I am free And no more have you got a hold on me I'll just walk away Let the fear all drift away I am so happy that I've seen you here today One, not out Walk away I'm better off now that I've seen you here today.
2.
Perfect Mark 04:18
"It's something special, ain't it? It's from another life. My violin has been my constant in these troubled times. It's the only thing I have left but for this suit and tie." I see the lights turn on and sparkle in your greedy eyes. You can't con an honest man But that's not what you are You lie to yourself "You're good and true" Which makes you the perfect mark for my art "Oh god, I've left my wallet In my apartment hall. If I run home to get it Can this be collateral?" Enter the Antique Expert "Oh my god, can it be a Stradivarius That is here in front of me?" You can't con an honest man But that's not what you are You lie to yourself "You're good and true" Which makes you the perfect mark for my art And when I come back "What's this? You'll write off all my debt? But you see I know that my instrument is worth more than that." You add a few more thousand, You think you've got a steal But we're in the wind and you've got a violin that isn't real. You can't con an honest man But that's not what you are You lie to yourself "You're good and true" Which makes you the perfect mark for my art The Perfect Mark.
3.
Complex 02:30
If I get knocked down, Will I get up again? I used to think I will, But these days I'm pretty sure I won't. If you shoot me down, Will it dent my confidence? If you turn me down, What's the consequence? Will I be okay or spiral down again? I kinda hope I don't. If you let me down Will I blame myself? Will I twist the thought into a knife and drive it deep into the heart of my mental health? I'll say out loud "I am Okay and I'll deal with it" But we both know I won't.
4.
N/X 03:58
It's never enough, I'm never the same After I've been subjected to your game I'm lost in this vast emptiness you've made (and made it only for me) And there's never an out, No point I can save I've tried to escape this parallel universe But every move I make just makes it worse It's never enough, no game I can play I tread lightly but the eggshells still break I'm forced to enable or face the pain (of the cold your shoulder gives me) It's never enough, you'll never be the same I've tried to appease this, I've tried to make you smile But the person I loved has been gone quite a while It's never enough, We're never the same...

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Spent the last month taking part in the FAWM challenge (February Album Writing Month)
These are 4 songs that came out of that I'm happy to share as is.
Hope you enjoy!

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released March 5, 2021

All songs written, performed and produced by Neil Larrisey using Ableton Live 10 & 11, Fender Guitars, Westfield Guitars, Akai Keyboards and Synthesizers and Focusrite audio equipment.

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Gigantic Idiot from the Wirral making music.

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